| Sunday, July 25, 2010 |
| What to do... |
| I know what's up already since everyone hinted me lately. But I'm a little scared to be forward since I'm scared to get hurt or always be the person, who makes the first step. What to do what to do... Is it better not to text someone anymore and wait for there text? Or is the best choice is to just be myself and talk to the person I want to talk to. Maybe, if this was a year or two ago I would just head straight in but at the moment I wish I wasn't scared or anything. Being a girl definitely sucks sometimes. Sucks when I'm reminded I'm not a girlie girl either >.<. Tell me what I should do... |
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| Saturday, July 17, 2010 |
| I'm tired of this |
After a long day,
To hear that I'm supposedly missed after someone is mia for so long I hate a guy like that nor can I stand being played like a fool. Friends or whatever don't do that to each other. If you know you like someone more don't try fooling a bunch of girls. Cause it's really starting to get on my nerves. I don't want to mention his name even though I'm pretty sure no one reads this. But this is driving me nuts ugh I hate guys all the bad stuff tends to happen to me. It's easily to tell when someone's words don't reach there eyes; to wait so long to tell someone you miss them it's a bit late. Being the good person sucks sometimes I wish I could be a tiny bit mean blah. FML. Where's Lidia and my long needed walk. For guys to kind of give you drama is funny I thought I'm suppose to give drama. The last time, I checked I was a girl or so I thought. Jking |
| Slid down the rainbow at 11:26 PM |
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| One Hot Day! |
I came back this morning amazingly my mom never texted me, call me, or even said anything when I saw her later on today. This must be one of those especially rare days. Well, the attempt to go to the OC fair literally failed since I couldn't wake up early from only 3 hours of sleep. My eyes were super puffy ugh looked terrible good thing, I didn't go to the fair not in the mood to bump into anyone. Vy was awfully moody since the fact that I made her miss the deadline to get into the fair for free oh wells. She cheered up a little when we went to get lunch instead.
I know that probably no one reads this, I think? I wonder what to do with those pics? Oh well, I'm a little scared of the trouble later knowing the people, who will bug me but I guess it's probably no biggie.. Guess, we'll see in a couple days. I'm going to be so jammed packed next weekend there's stuff to go to on the 23, 24, 25, 26, 28, and 29. Man, oh man I'm gonna die. Good nite, world.
P.S. I think I'm learning my lesson I'm just going to leave things as they are and we'll see how it progresses. Since I had enough of trying, only to get hurt, and since last time I felt a little heart broken. DUDE, I'm tired of boys thank god Lidia stopped me from swearing off boys if not it would come back to bite me in the ass once again. |
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| Wednesday, July 14, 2010 |
| Some dramatic sister |
| My sister's sure are dramatic. They even started fighting about the beach O.O. I thought I was a girl with issues but apparently I'm totally super sane. They started fighting about the beach because Vy wanted to Robert's dog lucky. While Lannie's friend is allergic to dog's then the house went kaboom with screaming. Than Lannie started screaming about the beach, hair dye, and thhat I was wearing her shirt. Man, girls sure do get moody fast about beaches, dogs, clothes, and etc. A girls mood is definitely like the weather that's for sure. |
| Slid down the rainbow at 10:12 PM |
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| fictionpress.net |
I realized I haven't uploaded my fictionpress Poems in 5 years amazingly. Maybe, I should try to updated it with the poems from than. Ever since I joined CSULA I've seem to have stop writing hmmmm. It's so intriguing that when I was so angry about everything that was happen I didn't burst into a poem or something hahahhahaha. Might as well attempt to write one now.
I'm always the girl by your side
Not the girl on your arm
In the corner of your eye
Though I'm never your number one
Yet you keep me on the side
Those words you whisper
Near seem to reach up to the corner of your eyes
To pathway of your heart
A idiotic girl, am I
Giving you knowledgeable pieces of love dribbles
Though I am indeed aware
I am not yours, as you are not mine
You and I will never intertwine
Yet, you and I are always side by side
Through I am not the girl on your arm
Nor am I the girl in your eyes
Lending you, wise little love dribbles
For that girl, you hope to gain in your arms
For I am indeed a idiotic girl
Dude, do I love this poem! |
| Slid down the rainbow at 5:15 PM |
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| Tuesday, July 13, 2010 |
| Some poem I wrote |
I hate how the more my beating heart starts to feel
The more my heart has a constant remembrance
of what heart break is
How the heart constantly remembers
Every stabbing wound
How the tears flood my cheeks
My emotions appear straight up on my face
Rivers of tears flow down from my eyes to my lips
Like a weeping child, I cry
The truth behind my dwelling emotion
As days move by, my red eyes are now clear again
My confused frantic heart is now calm as a the ocean |
| Slid down the rainbow at 9:26 PM |
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| Saturday, April 3, 2010 |
| Check up |
| I'm not sure what to title this blog. It's been so long since I've written anything at all. I'm going through some tough times lately but hopefully they get better. Damien and Lilly drove me to the doctor today to get my blood results. Apparently, it's nothing big basically info about follow-ups in case the bump is either a hypothyroid or cancer. I really don't want to have a follow up every three months blah hope it doesn't happen. |
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- Name: Annie
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